"Perumpamaan orang yang mengingat(berzikir kepada) Rabbnya dengan yang tidak mengingat Rabbnya adalah seperti orang yang hidup dengan orang yang mati" (HR Al-Bukhari)

Friday, April 29, 2016

Down

I wonder why..

It's always me, to be blamed on.


As if I'm the only one that should be responsible for doing everything for em

Although I am the one who always help, in school days, after schools.. as though.. being forgotten..

Although I am the one who always do that...


Why me?

As if I can't take a break for awhile. I know it's quite a long time. But i'm just... trying to balance between the two. It's not that I really like to take my hands off from the responsibility. It's not. It's really not.

But can't just anyone seeee me?
I'm trying to sort out things back. Being disorganized, troublesome, useless lately... I just need time to sort out all of it all over again. 





I'm trying.






Can't you help to understand me?