"Perumpamaan orang yang mengingat(berzikir kepada) Rabbnya dengan yang tidak mengingat Rabbnya adalah seperti orang yang hidup dengan orang yang mati" (HR Al-Bukhari)

Friday, August 21, 2020

Hard Times/Ujian

 hard times are part of growth


it forces us to grow

grow up

and out

of our comfort zones


comfort zone is not synonym with growth and progress

cause you'll always get pampered

nothing to worry about

there's always backups for you

enough supplies for your demands


and a perfect place to run away from growth process


but then,

how long are you willing to run?

will that change the fact that things are coming your way?


a hero in a movie will never be called one if he does not face the storm coming his way

and if the storm is not there, if it was all rainbows and sunshines,

he will never get that chance to be called a hero anyway

that title would not even exist. ever



hey, there's reasons for what's happening to you

what are you without those calamities that strike you?


those things doesn't define you,

not at all

unless if you let it to


it is meant to be there,

so that when you overcome it,

your rank are elevated

and you can come back stronger that ever


have you ever heard that,

the word "musibah" in arabic somehow brings the meaning "to hit the target"?

meaning that, musibah is something that is predestined for you

and that it is never a coincident, or hit you by mistake

but it hits the right person


and for reasons


and remember this ayat?


لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّـهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا ۚ لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ

"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. Ia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang diusahakannya, dan ia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang diusahakannya."

[al-Baqarah : 286]



it means, we are somehow capable of bearing those hard times

it's just that, we don't realize it


and it's how He tells us that,

it's time to level up

and you are capable of overcoming those things



and remember that,

if you need strength

go to the source of all strength




Allah

Thoughts

 sometimes,

when I'm not in a good mood,

I write


but that is not the usual case


usually I'll start to write when the feeling is intense

and there's this thoughts that's lingering in my head

like, written thoughts


maybe that's how I talk to myself

inner monologue


I rarely have this in-mind dialogue

and everytime (almost, i think), I'll write it out


so maybe, most of my thoughts are not well-organized thoughts that I can speak out

that's why, I rarely speak or write about it


yeah, maybe that's why...


still learning to get my thoughts organized...

I guess, 2020 is kind of the year of confusion for me

year of figuring things out hmmmm

I hope so