Thoughts

 sometimes,

when I'm not in a good mood,

I write

but that is not the usual case

usually I'll start to write when the feeling is intense

and there's this thoughts that's lingering in my head

like, written thoughts

maybe that's how I talk to myself

inner monologue

I rarely have this in-mind dialogue

and everytime (almost, i think), I'll write it out

so maybe, most of my thoughts are not well-organized thoughts that I can speak out

that's why, I rarely speak or write about it

yeah, maybe that's why...

still learning to get my thoughts organized...

I guess, 2020 is kind of the year of confusion for me

year of figuring things out hmmmm

I hope so